Yeah, I don’t care.
I’m freakin’ out, folks. Our dossier left to go to Ch*na on 6/29. It should be ‘logged in’ by now, especially since there is a lovely letter on it from the head of Cardiology at our local children’s hospital that explains how serious our daughter’s condition is. Supposedly, this makes the process move faster. Knowing this makes the freak out even larger. You see, we’re now past the average timeline for families whose cases AREN’T expedited. Ours supposedly is. What does that mean? Are we going to go over the average wait for every step?
I have several posts labeled ‘panic attack’. These only happen during our adoptions. This would be a prime example of one of those moments. Sometimes, the wait gets to be too much and you just lose.it. It gets better, then it cycles back to bad again. I’m self-aware enough to know this is happening to me.
I WANT MY LID!!!!
who feels a little childish today.